longingfreesia | (no subject)

This is mainly a question for Shiroko-san and Ai-san, but I felt like leaving this open for others to weigh in their opinions too.

How do you live comfortably with both parts of yourself, as a hybrid?

I don't know much about my non-human side, other than I'm a demon with insect qualities. I don't know if I come from a specific line of demons, or what they would be called. My abilities and what I'm capable of I've had to explore myself, and I still do training with them once or twice a week to explore them.
So as you can imagine, I do feel very out of touch with that side of myself, where I feel much more comfortable with my human side.

I'm just not sure how to feel comfortable living not as just a human, or just a demon, but as both at the same time.

I guess I was just curious if there are other hybrids who feel this way, like they're in touch with one side more than the other, or if there are others out there who have found a way to feel more comfortable with their hybrid identity.

I just want to make sure that I feel comfortable and proud of who I am, not just for myself, but also for any children Yuma and I may have in the future too, as they wouldn't only have my demon heritage, but Yuma's Astral heritage too, so I'd want to be able to teach them to be comfortable with it and be proud of who they are.

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Yea.

To me being a hybrid is just something I wake up and be every day. It's nothing stranger than getting up to the bathroom, or being a mother of 3, being married or being a fashion designer. Or that I have a tendency to fugue somewhat.

Ai and I sell ourselves as beings from Makai to customers for our "Devilish Delights" line, which is more sultry dresses, gloves and lingerie and the like, that does use fabric, gems and materials from Makai. Like I'm not from Makai, but hey, lying sells. And technically Ai is a duchess there.

So heyo. Use every advantage you can take. Like don't be an asshole, but don't restrain yourself either, Kotori.

I do agree with Ai, don't resist anything, unless it's like outright murderous tendencies, which are still kinda bad.

But you can always like ask us for advice.

I think it being just something I wake up and be every day is where I'd like to be eventually. It being as normal as everything else in my life.

I'll definitely try not to restrain myself and explore things about it if I get the urge to, as long as it's in a safe environment and not harmful.

I really appreciate the both of you giving me advice about all this.

Not a problem, you can ask us for help any time.