Post + Event

[longingfreesia]

Post

So... I'm still really new to this whole 'having a demon form' thing, so... hm...

Is it normal to have that form sort of... change in appearance over time? Yuma and I started noticing it about a month ago, just little things at first, but there's been more and more changes gradually and now it's completely different to what it used to be.

I don't feel it's a bad thing and there's been no weird fluctuations with my abilities. Yuma suggested that maybe the changes are happening because I'm becoming more comfortable with that side of myself and more confident with using my abilities while in it, due to the practise and training I've done.

I'm mostly just curious about this and wanted to see if anyone with any experience or knowledge on this would know anything.

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Event

*You can find Kotori either at a cafe in Domino City, or hanging out at the Domino City Plaza! You can come across her randomly, or maybe you had plans you meet up with her. Either way she's here for some interaction!*

Comments

[imajin_all_the]

I can shift between Dreadscythe and Eatos depending on things like emotions and the like.

[longingfreesia]

Huh, so I guess this is something that can happen. I've been feeling more confident about it all lately, so I guess shifting into this alternate form is a natural thing based on my own emotions.

[imajin_all_the]

Best to just think of it as an extreme(?) version of like.

When a skinny guy gets absolutely chiseled and buff. Or something like that.

Just more claws and tentacles for people like us.

[longingfreesia]

I guess that's one way to look at it.

Though I feel my original form was the more 'demonic' looking one, compared to what it's changed into.

[imajin_all_the]

Yeah, creepy doesn't do you well.

[Journal]

[crimsoncryptid]

Ah, I don't think we know each other, but you mentioned being a demon?

Re: [Journal]

[longingfreesia]

No, I don't believe we do. Who are you, out of curiosity?

And I guess technically, I'm half-demon.

Re: [Journal]

[crimsoncryptid]

Doctor Mabonaka Eren.

A researcher into human-monster hybrids. I'll admit I might be a bit forward, but your post caught my eye.

I work for a lab that's jointly owned by Leo Corp and the Wakahisa Zaibatsu, if you're worried I might be some sort of crank.

Re: [Journal]

[longingfreesia]

Oh! You're a researcher in hybrids?
Sorry, I guess I was just thrown off a little by how forward you were. It's nice to meet you.

Do you research anything specific in regards to human-monster hybrids, or is it just research into them in general?

Re: [Journal]

[crimsoncryptid]

I guess mostly in general, how they're formed, and how their biology works.

It's been hard trying to find ones willing to talk to scientists...

[theheadmonarch]

It does happen, dear. Duel Monsters are changing life forms, and Demons are especially prone to changing, growing stronger, evolving.

If it's a concern, Souha and I can try and take a look.

[longingfreesia]

Hmn, if it becomes a concern, I'll make sure to let you both know, but I don't feel like it's a thing to be concerned about right now. I was mostly just curious.

It seems like this is just a natural thing and my form is just responding to my growing confidence.

[theheadmonarch]

Well, if you'd ever like to be around another Fiend or Demon, do remember I am one myself. If you need an anchor of stability.

I wouldn't mind seeing how you've changed, if it's not too forward as your therapist.

[longingfreesia]

It's not to forward at all. I'd be happy to meet up with you to show you the change!

[theheadmonarch]

An I'll show you mine if you show me yours, then.

[keepersouha]

I'm seconding Noriko's statement.

Though even if it isn't a concern, it might still be a good idea to come in for a check-up sometime, if you don't mind at all.

However, I'm sure it's nothing to be worried about. It'd just be mostly so all information is up to date on my end, in case something does happen.

[longingfreesia]

Yes, you're right. Coming in for a check-up is a good idea, whether it's a concern or not.

I'll make sure to come in sometime this week.

[keepersouha]

Wonderful.

You've been doing alright otherwise, right?

[longingfreesia]

Yeah, things have actually be going well.
I've been doing training with my demon form once or twice a week at SAI since the beginning of the year and it really has improved my confidence with using that form and my abilities while in it. I feel I have much better control over them now.

[keepersouha]

That's wonderful to hear. Especially that it appears you have no issues assuming the form and then reverting, otherwise?

[Event]

[deepseahunter_shark]

*well this is someone you don't usually see around.

Shark was walking around, when he got an alert on his phone, so he stopped within view of you when he pulled it out to check.

He doesn't seem to like what he's seeing though, and he almost pitches it to the ground, before just trying to breathe and pocket it again.

Whatever news he got though, he's making a Bad Mood Aura [tm] now.*

Re: [Event]

[longingfreesia]

*Kotori watches this happen in front of her and notices the bad mood that Shark now seems to be in. That said, despite the bad mood aura, she decided to at least try offering him some support, so she slowly approaches him.*

Shark. Are you okay?

Re: [Event]

[deepseahunter_shark]

Does it look like I'm oka--?!



*he's about to snap out, definitely, before he realizes it's someone he recognizes... and admittedly would feel worse about yelling at, so he tries to tamper down on his temper. Initiate "don't get involved" mode.*



I'll live. Don't worry about me.

Re: [Event]

[longingfreesia]

*Kotori lets out a small sigh. She wasn't going to force him to talk about what was bothering him, but at the very least she can offer the opportunity.*

Alright, but if it's something you'd like to talk about at all, I'm happy to hear you out.

*Kotori really gives out a huge big sister/mom energy.*

Re: [Event]

[deepseahunter_shark]

*that's exactly what makes me not want to yell at you, yes.*

It's nothing to talk about. Really. Not like you'd need anything piling onto your own life.