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It's been great getting to catch up with my parents, especially my mom, once I found out they were okay. They actually just recently moved to a temporary apartment in Tokyo until it's safe for them to move back to Heartland. My mom wants me to come and visit them soon, so we can catch up properly.

Though, despite knowing that my parents are okay, I still occasionally suffer with attacks of anxiety, especially at night. It's like a feeling of dread, like something bad happened or will happen. I feel so worked up I struggle to sleep when it happens and with these humid nights lately already making it difficult to sleep, it's not been very welcome.

I'd hoped it would go away now that I know mom and dad are alright, but, I guess it's just something I've been left with after the earthquake.

I also haven't told them about the discovery of my abilities yet and for now I may just keep that under wraps from them, so not to overwhelm them with too much. Besides, I still don't know much more about it, even though I've suddenly gotten a lot better at controlling it lately.

I can't help but feel like there is something I'm missing with that though...