I guess it probably is that uncertainty on who I am and my lack of knowledge on my demon half and I guess demons in general. It's like that part of me is a stranger I don't know much about and can't trust.
And then I tend to overthink and over-worry about everything regarding it, especially after I gained the demon form unexpectedly and how badly I reacted to it.

I'd really convinced myself that I was a danger to everyone around me.

And I guess I just feel really... worn down with all that's happened to me the last few years since discovering my abilities.