What would give me the reassurance? That I can go home after this and just do something low-key and normal?
I'm not sure... it's a difficult thing to really say, because you don't tend to really think about these things.

I dunno... I guess maybe just seeing home, or seeing Yuma. That's where I feel most comfortable.

A spa day would be nice, but I don't really have the money to spend on things like that at the moment, especially while I am taking a break from my career too.