What makes me feel confident about myself?

Well... my fashion designing has always been something I've felt very confident with and it's what I want to do, career wise. I was building up my own small independent business before the more recent things happened, but I've had to temporarily take some time away from it to focus on myself and getting myself back on my feet.

I'm confident with cooking and... it might be silly, but Yuma makes me feel confident in myself too. Just with how he faces everything head on and never gives up on things.
We have a saying for it. 'Kattobing'.

And that's my 'normal'. My career, cooking, spending time with Yuma, shopping with friends.

But it seems every time I try and grasp back that 'normal' something else happens to derail it all again. I know for Yuma and I, things will never be completely 'normal' for us. I guess it's just... trying to find a balance between everything and accepting the abnormal parts of our lives.

I just want to be able to have that semblance of normality, but to also be able to accept myself for what in-human traits I have. To be able to trust that side of myself.