*She gives a solemn nod.*

I know I'm probably being silly and my mind is just making up these worries, but I can't stop thinking that somehow, deep down, I'm a terrible person like he was or that one day I will be, even though it's not what I would want at all.

I've always been a person who cares and nurtures others and I wouldn't want to be anything else.

But he... he was able to turn me into someone who was driven for revenge, even if it was against my own wishes and nature, simply through emotionally manipulating me into believing I'd lost everyone I'd ever cared about.
And this was before the more recent events of me getting this new demon form.

If it hadn't been for my partner, Yuma, and his friends being able to bring me to my senses during that time... I don't know what would have happened.

Then the recent event that gave me that form... I saw a person... she was me, but a version of me from some alternate world who was raised by the Heartland in her world, and she was the complete opposite of me. She was like him.
She was the one who told me I'd end up hurting people, because I had no one to truly teach me how to control my abilities. So when I started getting that demon form she used and my powers went out of control, I was scared. I was really scared.

*She tears up quite a bit as the explains this. She takes a moment to try and quickly wipe the tears away, but it's to no avail as more just fall from her eyes.*